boobs

mauiinc:

i love boobs

my ex once asked my why men like them so much and i didnt have an answer. and i still dont. but now the lives of my fam has changed because of the cancer in my moms breasts. and its scary. and confusing, and inconcievable!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D58LpHBnvsI

i remember when papa told me the results of the test over the phone i was in the minards parking lot just getting to my truck, we said our goodbyes. and when i sat down in the drivers seat i reached for the pop that i already had opened and proceeded to fumble and spill about all of it over the cupholders and floor. until that point i thought i was taking the news well, but my lack of dextarity proved me wrong.

and i cant do anything about it. and neither can she, and shes mom! mom can do anything!

i cant even say the word cancer, i even cringed typing it.

so here i am and here my family is, not knowing what will happen and what to do. which makes writing this hard simply because of all the unanswered questions we all have BUT we still have each other so thats good

well put baby brother. i’m back in LA and am so glad the sun is out. but, never have i so badly wanted to be in two places at once.