oh, gurl. i hope so.
hollywood blvd
2nd round of surgery
so im getting to know the hospital pretty well by now, but i think/ hope that this will be the last trip there for me for a while. sadly, if this trip down cancer for my mom has taught me anything its that anything can happen, good or bad. hell this could be my last post, i hope not and plan on keeping myself as healthy and safe as i can…… to appreciate life.
i was going to say “live life to the fullest”, but what does that mean? and how do you do that? Go fly around the world? Sky dive until the parachute doesn’t open? One could do those things if your rich, or stupid, or both. but im neither.
Appreciate life, i think that’s better. Right now i’m sitting at home watching The Soup on a beautiful Saturday night. before this i went to the gym for an hour, hour 1/2 and right now i feel great. tired and i wouldn’t mind if i had a girlfriend but i take the good with the bad and am greatful for what i have.
and now to show how bad of a person i am my next post…
i’m greatful for my rad little brother.
since moving to los angeles
- i can successfully use chop sticks.
- i follow blogs called stoner party and coketalk. (don’t do drugs!)
- i’ve been spaced out on desert sun energy waves.
- i’ve cried more tears then thought humanly possible.
- i know i can fuckin survive ANYTHING YOU GUYS.
hollywood party dress. now with belt.
the past looks so perfect.
winkers.
Incidentally, if you haven’t seen Matthew Barney’s Cremaster Cycle, I very much suggest you do. You are likely to be changed 4eva and you won’t even need 3D glasses.
on my first trip to new york city i was fortunate enough to see barney’s site specific installation at the guggenheim. it did change me 4eva. for one thing, i know i will never again witness an entire museum absolutly covered in vaseline.
for lola.
